Friday 21 October 2011
Frustrated
I am kind of frustrated and grumpy due to some reason. But I am trying to minimize it and it's working :) Gosh I guess everyone hates NAGY situation right? Somehow IDK how to deal with them anymore, I tried very hard and I hope I give my best out of it. I love them no matter what happens! They will always be deep inside my heart. Forever love ♥
Life is full of ups and down and full of obstacles isn't it? No matter what happen, you have to be positive and stay strong.Yes it is not easy going through it, but if you stay positive and strong, everything will be alright! Have faith in yourself and trust yourself that you can do it! Everything is gonna be fine after all. There is always ways and will if you want it to happen. Nothing is impossible isn't it? I trust in myself and I got a very strong faith in myself that is why I am here living so strong and happy. Am I? Hope I am, although sometimes an emotional side of me appears. This is the nature of human alright =.=' . Somehow, I hope what I am doing is right and I really hope everyone around me will be happy and cheerful all the time :). I am strong outside, but deep inside? No one knows! Only me! Yes I am unpredictable! Seriously. See! Sometimes I am really contradicting. No matter how, remember think positive and stay strong :)
What's more to blog about? I really don't know. Sometimes I can be real emotional that no one know what is in my mind and no one know what's wrong with me. Gosh! *pouts*. This is what I hate of myself. LOL *slaps*. Neway, I really hope everything goes on well and no more trouble and problems coming to me. I am sick and tired of all those bullshits and craps! So hell yeah stop it once and for all and please and let's create PEACE together gether ♥
Thursday 20 October 2011
Changes
I really wonder what are friends for? No idea sometimes but seriously finally i know who is those that are sincere to you and who are not. Whatever it is just be sincere to everyone and be who you are. That's all i can say.
Changing? I think i am changing loads. Being better or worse? Maybe some will think that i am changing to a worse human and vice versa. Whatever it is, I know myself.
Yes sometimes I think about all my past and all but it's something good i would say. Alright let me say it loud. Everyone made mistakes and everyone deserve to change if they have the determination to change to a better person. We forget about our past and move forward, in a way we remember the lesson and never repeat it again. Past is always the past, it can be erased and we always look forward. Yes it is true that past could haunt you but you can always fight for it, cure your fear and be who you want now but not before. We deserve a better life. WE LEARN FROM OUR PAST and MISTAKES :)
To those out there, I seriously don't mind you calling me anything or saying anything bad about me. I know who am i and those sincere friends that i have could only understands me. If you are not one of them, it's okay because i really don't mind. It's not a big deal thing to worry about. I love myself and i seriously cannot care so much on how people look at me. Perhaps i can care for 1 or 2 but not hundreds or thousand of them?
Also, if you treat me as your friend, please treat me sincerely and stop with all the lies and backstabbing and being so fake to me. I hate it so much. I rather you don't talk to me rather than acting in front of me. This sounded really irritating and annoying. I really hope if you treat me as your friend, treat me sincerely. If not please fuck off from my life and don't even think of stepping in to ruined my life. I really appreciate you/him/her whoever for doing so. Thank you so much :)
I know there is people calling me bitch, slut and perhaps fucking slutty bitch? I really don't mind because it really doesn't concern me at all but of course mind your words because what goes around comes around. In a way, some people even say i am childish and acting like a small girl, not mature? i wonder who is not mature and being like a kid. I know what am i but you wouldn't know. I am complicated in a way and i admit i am! Being this way is good because i don't want anyone to read what am i thinking and what is with me. I am seriously unpredictable. I can be good to you and evil. Either way if you want it :)
I had a long long talk with baby boo yesterday and i am glad that he is a good listener. I really feel comfortable telling him my problems. I changed. Changing to something better. Something that no one expected. I recovered real fast isn't it? I actually used plenty of ways to do it. I am proud of myself seriously! Boo tell me something very true. 'You lost something, but you will gain something through it'. Guess he was right. I really lost part of the things in my life but i gain even more back here. Friends, freedom and everything. I am glad this happens. Everything happens for a reason and this is damn true. Nothing happens for no reason. God are trying to hint something. God are helping you throughout your life and of course setting up loads of obstacles for one to go on. I am glad. After everything i am still strong and standing up with my own feet to survive! Also, take this ' WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND'. Believe it and take it seriously. It will actually happen now or later on in your life. You couldn't stop it to happens because it will! Be good to me and i promise i will be treating you 10, 100 or even million times better :)
Life is always changing. The only thing i could say is the past is something you can take as a lesson and learn from it. Do not repeat your mistake! Once you fall, climb up and try again. Nothing is impossible and failure is not end of everything.
Alright. Until than i am glad that i am changing to better and better! Thanks for all the support from my love one especially my family and someone special in my life i would say. And not forgetting those who are there for me when i am really down and needed so much comfort. Love you guys to the maximum and God bless all throughout the whole journey of life. I am glad i am blessed by God and my family.
Please and FYI, if there is anything you people don't like about me. Shout out loud and i would attempt you to see what is wrong here and there. I would appreciate it much and seriously! :) But if you like me loads, comment on me too. HAHAHA :P
Changing? I think i am changing loads. Being better or worse? Maybe some will think that i am changing to a worse human and vice versa. Whatever it is, I know myself.
Yes sometimes I think about all my past and all but it's something good i would say. Alright let me say it loud. Everyone made mistakes and everyone deserve to change if they have the determination to change to a better person. We forget about our past and move forward, in a way we remember the lesson and never repeat it again. Past is always the past, it can be erased and we always look forward. Yes it is true that past could haunt you but you can always fight for it, cure your fear and be who you want now but not before. We deserve a better life. WE LEARN FROM OUR PAST and MISTAKES :)
To those out there, I seriously don't mind you calling me anything or saying anything bad about me. I know who am i and those sincere friends that i have could only understands me. If you are not one of them, it's okay because i really don't mind. It's not a big deal thing to worry about. I love myself and i seriously cannot care so much on how people look at me. Perhaps i can care for 1 or 2 but not hundreds or thousand of them?
Also, if you treat me as your friend, please treat me sincerely and stop with all the lies and backstabbing and being so fake to me. I hate it so much. I rather you don't talk to me rather than acting in front of me. This sounded really irritating and annoying. I really hope if you treat me as your friend, treat me sincerely. If not please fuck off from my life and don't even think of stepping in to ruined my life. I really appreciate you/him/her whoever for doing so. Thank you so much :)
I know there is people calling me bitch, slut and perhaps fucking slutty bitch? I really don't mind because it really doesn't concern me at all but of course mind your words because what goes around comes around. In a way, some people even say i am childish and acting like a small girl, not mature? i wonder who is not mature and being like a kid. I know what am i but you wouldn't know. I am complicated in a way and i admit i am! Being this way is good because i don't want anyone to read what am i thinking and what is with me. I am seriously unpredictable. I can be good to you and evil. Either way if you want it :)
I had a long long talk with baby boo yesterday and i am glad that he is a good listener. I really feel comfortable telling him my problems. I changed. Changing to something better. Something that no one expected. I recovered real fast isn't it? I actually used plenty of ways to do it. I am proud of myself seriously! Boo tell me something very true. 'You lost something, but you will gain something through it'. Guess he was right. I really lost part of the things in my life but i gain even more back here. Friends, freedom and everything. I am glad this happens. Everything happens for a reason and this is damn true. Nothing happens for no reason. God are trying to hint something. God are helping you throughout your life and of course setting up loads of obstacles for one to go on. I am glad. After everything i am still strong and standing up with my own feet to survive! Also, take this ' WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND'. Believe it and take it seriously. It will actually happen now or later on in your life. You couldn't stop it to happens because it will! Be good to me and i promise i will be treating you 10, 100 or even million times better :)
Life is always changing. The only thing i could say is the past is something you can take as a lesson and learn from it. Do not repeat your mistake! Once you fall, climb up and try again. Nothing is impossible and failure is not end of everything.
Alright. Until than i am glad that i am changing to better and better! Thanks for all the support from my love one especially my family and someone special in my life i would say. And not forgetting those who are there for me when i am really down and needed so much comfort. Love you guys to the maximum and God bless all throughout the whole journey of life. I am glad i am blessed by God and my family.
Please and FYI, if there is anything you people don't like about me. Shout out loud and i would attempt you to see what is wrong here and there. I would appreciate it much and seriously! :) But if you like me loads, comment on me too. HAHAHA :P
Happy Annivesary
OMG, I dont believe that I can get up to this point sayang. You are the first man who had relationship with me yang paling lama ok. Aww i love you so much. I'm glad to had this past year and wonderful months with you. The ups and downs, we managed to pull through thick and thin eventhough with our 'amazing' *ahems* qualities and personalities hehe. Im glad we managed to make few memorable memories together like we said we would. And I'm so glad that through many ups and also downs, we managed to made so many memories, beautiful ones, that we will remember. Whether we're near or far apart, I hope that in time to come, these are the things we will look back on and smile at, I treasure every moment spent with you and I love you with all my heart. There is nothing I could ask for more, i'm happy that I met youuu & I hope you love the pressie I made and got for youuu. Eventho we're apart from each other now, I want you to know that I miss you dearly & how I wish you could be right beside me now. I miss your smile, I miss the way you make me smile. I miss the silly things we do and everytime you wrestle & tickle me. I miss movie nights, I miss EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU. I love you Mohd Farid and thanks for everything.
Life
Some people who have influenced me greatly are my mom. My mom was the first person I chose because she gave me so much and still continues to do so. She is a great woman, who although has made some mistakes she has overcome them and taught me to do the same. " You Are best is all that count the most memorable quote from my mom.
The things that have become most important to me during my high school years is friends. I feel that friends are important for a few reasons. Some of these reasons include having someone who you can trust, someone who you can share your problems with, people to hang out with, and most importantly someone who can cheer you up when your down. I have learned that you can‚ trust everybody or even some people who you think are your friends. Also, I have been in situations were I had to question if a person was my true friend or not. My advice to others is if you find a good best friend keep them because they hard to find!
I would like to say that I have learned from many events in my life. I am content with me as a person and the things I have accomplished so far. I am proud of myself because I know that I could have made so many unwise decisions and I haven. I know I could not have made it this far without the love and support from family and friends especially my mom. I am proud of myself for the challenge. Last, but not least I would like to thank God because I know without them I would’ve made it this far.
The things that have become most important to me during my high school years is friends. I feel that friends are important for a few reasons. Some of these reasons include having someone who you can trust, someone who you can share your problems with, people to hang out with, and most importantly someone who can cheer you up when your down. I have learned that you can‚ trust everybody or even some people who you think are your friends. Also, I have been in situations were I had to question if a person was my true friend or not. My advice to others is if you find a good best friend keep them because they hard to find!
I would like to say that I have learned from many events in my life. I am content with me as a person and the things I have accomplished so far. I am proud of myself because I know that I could have made so many unwise decisions and I haven. I know I could not have made it this far without the love and support from family and friends especially my mom. I am proud of myself for the challenge. Last, but not least I would like to thank God because I know without them I would’ve made it this far.
Speak The Truth
Soon or later you'll know it yourself, our innocence and how we did try our best to not get involved.
We have everything we could possibly want and we do not believe in making others suffer to make ourselves feel better. WE DID NOT DO ANYTHING THEY SAID WE DID. Dont be so naive falling for the tricks and words being spat right at you. Dont fall into the traps they had set for you. Cause deep down inside, you know something doesnt add up. You know that something is wrong; that something isnt right. YOU KNOW IT. Does it all make sense? Dont tell me you never question yourself and your judgement. Or you cant? Cause the fact is, you do not even know head or tail. Your basing all your thoughts and judgements on someone(s) you think you should trust or be able to put all your hopes in. Trust me, you do not know shits about anything. I really wished I could just show you yet alone just be left to talk to you properly. To show you whats been going on, and what is the truth. The plain simple old truth.Cause at the end of the day we only
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